Saturday, March 14, 2020

Give me your past


A guy approaches a kid on a bridge in mid afternoon and asks him for his past to be removed(kid dies if he accepts it) so that guy can save his family. Guy says, “I need your past! Give me your past.”


Is guy from future?Why does he need kids past?

Take her freedom


A brother and a sister go to shopping. Roaming freely, happily. Sister is very happy as she has freedom of roaming with her brother. Brother just finished exams and is very happy. Slides rail of schools and runs to home.Sister and brother have another sister older than both of them.Brother is never self-confident and feels scared while in market with her sister, but he acts bravely so that she can enjoy. She is very bold and smart. They come across a home in somewhat isolated place, and she is ahead of him, enters a house where there are two cows and haystack, she is thirsty and drinks water from a tap nearby, brother tells her to come outside the house, but she does not listen, a man comes out(beard, red eyes, tall, muscular) and starts yelling at her for being there. She apologizes but said that she was thirsty, man is very mad, she is sorry, man starts pushing her out of his home and brother takes her out while apologizing and trying to stop him but unable due to his size. Sister gets angry and says she was just drinking water, there is no reason to act like that, it makes the man more angry and sister defends herself, man pushes her away and slaps her, sister slaps her back, brother is also trying to fight the man.
Man slapped her and punched the brother.
+Now, brother got up and kicked his guts, and he went down as he was trying to rape her. She got away and ran as said commanded by her brother. Man is down, brother has a knife(in his socks) and takes it out and stabs the man several times(eyes, chest, stomach, genitals cut). Sister ran to a bus stand and called police for help.+
+ is a dream that brother had after being knocked out, actually it didn’t happen. What happened is below-Brother got knocked out by man’s punch(was unconscious) and man took her by hair inside home saying “come I’ll show you my home”. Home is almost empty, except some antiques, paintings. She had been bruised by falling on road after being pushed over by the man. Now, he notices that she is wearing a saree, sees her features and holds her and takes her out by hair (she is screaming and crying).Takes her out and knocks her unconscious. She is blank.He removes her clothing and bends her on a beam(3-4 ft high) and starts raping her vigorously. When she was unconscious, she felt the impacts of his genitals inside her. She could see her brother unconscious on the ground and was sobbing, she lifted a stick and sand, threw sand at him and with stick she hit his genitals, they started bleeding, he grabbed her and said “I’ll take away your bravery and beauty with your soul”.He grabbed her, takes her inside and burns her, first her hands then legs and then her face, he left no skin on her. He doesn’t allow her to die, just burnt real bad.She screamed and then the brother wakes up. He sees through the door what he has done to his sister and starts running and crying for help, reaches the bus stop and calls police, they arrive after sometime.Brother goes around home and police forward. He is with a cop, police asks the man to come out of home, he steps out and negotiated her life for his freedom.Brother and cop step and cop shoots guy on legs, sister runs to her brother, who puts his clothes on her. She is shocked, ruined, crying.Man is in custody.
What does the brother feel after all this?What does society represent?Was man a criminal in hiding?Was man impotent?What is the way/process of burning?Entrance of cops?Scene of brother seeing sister through door?Where did they live?


Keep up the MASQUERADE


Nowadays, There are absurd moments when I don't realize what time it is(morning/night). I sleep at about 4 am in morning & similarly at 1600 hours in evening.Epiphany strikes when I open the door and see the bright light outside which is completely unbearable. I can barely open my eyes at that moment. It feels like a vampire, can’t even open my eyes properly which also due to lack of sleep & the reason that everything is so bright at that time, the sun makes everything sparkle.Forget about the enlightenment of oneself, at that time everything is enlightened.

My room definitely has lack of proper air, I mean oxygen. Albeit, there is a window and a door in my room but I like them closed. Kinda creates the illusion/sensation of being in my not so perfect but “fine” world.There is a window with net at the highest part of the wall, it is the only source of air for me. Even though, very few people come(or are allowed) in my room, whenever someone comes they complain about lack of proper air and I simply say, “I like suffocation”.

It is an art of living, people talk about living freely and inspiring oneself to do some never done things before and move on a successful feat towards development. I agree to that but my ways are very masochistic and probably narcissistic as well. I don’t literally have any problem in my life but I guess I want them. I want to feel pain, sorrow, anguish, hatred, rack, suffering and all the other negative vibes. Just like you probably want good/positive vibes. We are told that positive is positive as it feels good, but we are not ourselves, we are built by our forefathers, parents, society, friends and what we feel ourselves. We are told to do all good things, the very definition of good is fed into us from the beginning.Killing someone, raping, hatred, revenge, abusing, fighting all are bad things to do and the opposites are good things. I myself haven’t reached the state of being able to say that all these murdering, fighting are correct things because I being born in a very fine family too, have been fed the good and bad difference. If I say that raping & murdering someone is right then I know others will ask “what if the same happens to me?”Being an anti-social but a Family Guy I can’t say that. As I am attached to my family like most of us. Even though, I know they all are going to die. Probably, if someday I will be able to kill my loved ones, the last piece of love will vanish away and no one will ever be able to ask that question or harm my family. So, I will have to murder my family to prove my points. But there is another question, “if I kill my family then will it be an act of cowardice?”,  I would be saving myself from the horror falling on me. I would be preventing something bad happening to them by doing worst to them myself. It would inflict suffering on myself. To be able to convey my commandments, an example, a perfect example has to be set up and nothing can be ever better than this.All that will remain of love will be concussions. Hatred will rule. Living like this will lead to genocide/riots.What would be the purpose of living then?Might as well use nukes to blow the earth out?Who rules over life/death? God? Nature? Us?A man kills and rapes a woman, whose hands was her life/death in? God? Nature? No, her life/death was in the hands of that man, Does that make him God or Nature? No, it makes him a criminal(a person who broke the constitutional law and human rights). What the humans do is that we kill, capital punishment is given to that person. We say that justice has/will be served. But by giving death to the criminal, we are the criminal.If I don’t have the right to kill someone then why does someone else gets that right? Where is the justice there? Some say God gives life & if a person completes his span he dies, naturally, which is also controlled by God. But if in between the span the person gets killed by someone, it becomes evil. Humans don’t have the right to decide who lives or who dies? Laws like Euthanasia are proving that wrong. I am the master of my own ship & I get to decide whether I will live or not.But who gets to decide the life/death of others? The law certainly does, not the nature. The judiciary intervenes only if natural span of a person is broken by someone probably because he/she thought of himself as God/Evil i.e., judiciary is the eye for an eye. When there were no laws, humans were social but…? Humans are social...? I am not.