I had the worst nightmare I ever had and I am confused about it. She
told me to write it down, so I am doing that. I know that it was just a
nightmare but it felt very real. I don’t remember how I got into it but I do
remember the worst parts. Here it begins…..
I was fighting evil demons, one was a lady and the other seemed to be
a very tall girl, their faces were very awful to look at. I had to kill the
other girl who defended the lady. That lady demon entered the bodies of my
friends. Human life was attached to books. If I burn a book then the linked
human dies. I burned the book of the friend in whose body the evil entered
which lead to the death of all my friends. Then I had to kill my entire family
with a knife, I put the knife in their throat, one by one I killed my family
without any regrets/thoughts. The monster feeling with which I was killing them
was just unbearable when I woke up. After that I killed the one defending the
evil demon, then I wrote something on the evil’s hand in Sanskrit. Just before
killing her I raped a lady and I think I know who that lady was, someone I
know, some familiar face but I can’t exactly figure who it was. In the end, I
killed the evil.
I woke up with my heart beating very high, I blamed myself for what I
did as it felt very real. I couldn’t look god in the eye after what I dreamt about.
It is just not easy to take in. I feel like I deserve pain.
